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Wed, Feb 22:35:32 8 GMT 30 http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/wow.html To say it's been awhile is an understatement.Glad Greasy is still here..Also the same.Haven't been to blogster in mths to yr.I just don't know anyone.Miss the old days 2-3Yrs ago.Nice little group of people it felt nice.Well it's nice to see the same people on here.Happy 2011 to everyone :) http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/wow.html#comments Wed, 19 Jan 2011 19:29:36 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/big_brother.html My son has a toothache,and let me tell u he is so hateful to his little sister that i want to smack him.She looks up to him soo soo much.Whatever he is doing and i do mean anything.Well he's 11 she's 3.I just wish he had a lot more patience with her.Then he wonders why she just comes out of nowhere and hits him.He's not listening to her and she gets mad at him.Oh what to do?Ijust don't know anymore :( http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/big_brother.html#comments Sun, 25 Apr 2010 14:08:06 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/progress.html When i started cleaning yesterday i had already said to myself I'll never finish.I've been putting my 3 yrs room off for a month of Sundays.Well got to it.Wow how she's grown.I have 2 bags full of clothes that are too little.The toys are overwhelming to say the least.She started Momma I'm keeping my toys and clothes.I said yes honey.I waited til it was nap-time to bag it all.Tomorrow my 11 yr old son's room.I'm truly scared what I'll find in there!!!hehe http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/progress.html#comments Sun, 11 Apr 2010 18:19:11 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/spring_day.html Today is the day for cleaning.(everyday is cleaning)Spring has jumped to Summer around here.It was 50 then record setting 87.Today windy with 67 weird weather.My little girl can't understand why she can't go swimming.She would turn into a ice cube.Oh well how r everyone's spring going?I haven't been here in longtime.Is anyone going to blogster?Doing both?Well got to go with my energy while i have it. http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/spring_day.html#comments Sat, 10 Apr 2010 16:12:51 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/woman.html I wonder if i have the seasonal depression or a big brain fart?I've started to spring clean,if only it worked for my head as well.I'm finding that I'm a downer big time.I have nothing good floating around up there anymore.I keep asking myself what has happened to me?I don't want to be that woman that you don't go around because she sucks the life,light,goodness right out of you!I can feel a change that needs to happen i just can't figure out what it's going to be in what direction.My famil ... http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/woman.html#comments Sat, 16 Jan 2010 16:40:50 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/walking_eggshells.html Well my husband was medically retired from the army after 21 yrs. last June.He laughed one day and said you'll get tired of looking at me!Of course i said no way(i was just glad he wasn't getting deployed again and again.Let me tell you.It is getting rough,to say the least.He has PTSD as do i.Therefore AAHHHHGGG!!!!!It was nice to at first having him home doing things.Then in Feb 09 he had 1 of many to come (dreaded surgery)he doesn't deal well with pain.That is when it started.The decline ... http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/walking_eggshells.html#comments Tue, 5 Jan 2010 15:21:17 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/twenty-ten.html I love the holidays but I'm glad they're over.New Yr ahead.Am i the only one that is glad it's over?Ready for twenty ten?This was a good Christmas.My little one remembers this one.You know the whole Santa's watching U,better be good U don't want to get coal,do you?She kinda listened.Hehe.Well what's on ur new yr's resolutions? http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/twenty-ten.html#comments Wed, 30 Dec 2009 14:50:37 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/kids_pics.html http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/kids_pics.html#comments Fri, 25 Dec 2009 23:33:41 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/holiday_madness_not.html Merry Christmas.So my xmas around the house is crazy.My son is 11 and has 3 regular friends in and out,this one's house back to our house.You know what i mean if you have kids.Then there is the getting ready to turn 3 little girl wanting to be right in the middle of all of them.Whew!Then there is my mom that has decided to come stay for a day or so.I'm used to the craziness as she puts it.Isn't it weird when you think your life is good and someone comes along and points out all that is wro ... http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/holiday_madness_not.html#comments Fri, 18 Dec 2009 22:34:50 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/time_2.html Time is too slow for those who wait, Too swift for those who fear, Too long for those who grieve, Too short for those who rejoice, But for those who love,Time is eternity. http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/time_2.html#comments Sat, 5 Dec 2009 15:29:59 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/husbands.html Husbands!Somedays the small little thing can get on my last nerve.(That he is standing on hehe..He has to watch Fox news of a morning.That gets him all fired up.SO early.This morning it is global warming.I look with a crazied eye at him-When in the HELL have you ever cared about global warming???!!!I knew right that moment that i was so glad he had an appointment at the VA this morning.We know when it'll be one of those days.And how was your early morning?? http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/husbands.html#comments Wed, 25 Nov 2009 13:54:15 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/mid-life_.html I think I'm having a mid-life crisis!I feel like my mind has just gone to a place i can't get back from completely enough to be whole again.I sound crazy i know.Well have you felt this way before? http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/mid-life_.html#comments Tue, 24 Nov 2009 20:30:25 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/hospital_saga.html My mom made it out of the hospital.Sore,scared that it was going to collapse on her(lung).They said she would have anxiety about it for awhile.So far so good.I went in the hospital couple of days ago for a Tubal Lap.My first surgery in 37 yrs.I was so scared i started to vomit the night before.Never been put to sleep.It went well i guess.I feel really sore.Feeling better today.So role reversal mom came and took care of me yesterday.Funny how things work.AL has his foot surgery on the 24th ... http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/hospital_saga.html#comments Sun, 15 Feb 2009 13:13:07 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/hospital_update_2.html I went yesterday to visit.Tube out,x ray every 2 to 4 hrs.Slowly but surely it is starting to go down.I came home to fix supper for the family.Mom calls and tells me the Surgeon came in and said we are at the point that we are going to have to remove half of your lung that is leaking.It crushed her,and me.Scared me more than anything,afraid she won't pull through it as bad as her lungs are and all.So she is crying and upset.I decide to take snacks,warm clothes and my fav pillow and go over ... http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/hospital_update_2.html#comments Sat, 17 Jan 2009 03:06:20 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/hospital_update.html My mom got out of the hospital on Thursday and Friday i had to call 911 her lung collapsed.So back to the hospital.She was scheduled to get out Tuesday and Sunday night at 3 am it went down again.We had to start from scratch again.So today they took the chest tube out and I'm praying that all will be ok.This has taken a toll on my 10 yr old son.He has started hyperventilating and crying when we take him to school.Like a separation anxiety the counselor said.I hope he will be ok.I've made a ... http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/hospital_update.html#comments Thu, 15 Jan 2009 20:31:57 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/hospital.html Yesterday i went outside to use cellphone and came back in.The Dr.came in and told me that her lung did collapse and put in chest tube.That she would be admitted for a couple of days.So the BAD news is that they didn't think they got enough tissue for the patholigist to do samples on.Oh good grief.So she'll have to go through this all again.She is in so much pain that she said she doesn't know if she can do it again.So that is what happened at the hospital.Pray they got enough is all i can ... http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/hospital.html#comments Wed, 7 Jan 2009 00:55:54 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/biopsy.html Well today is my mom's biopsy.It is stressful on me so i can't even imagine what she is going through!I've felt like I'm going to be sick all morning.They said because her lungs are so bad that her percentage is 20 % of lung collapse and death.I got tears in my eyes and i wanted to say no.She said yes go ahead with it.So I'm waiting.I hope all is OK. I hope everyone had a great Christmas.I'm kinda glad it's over. http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/biopsy.html#comments Mon, 5 Jan 2009 17:22:13 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/merry_christmas_yall.html Tis the season to get frustrated with angry shoppers.WOW!!@ Walmart my kid almost gets mowed down crossing to the store.He looked at me and said did they speed up?It seemed like it to me.Anyway-how goes it for everyone?Me I've got the terrible 2's going on,a little jealousies going on with younger one.My mom has a spot on her lung they will biopsy on 17th just in time for Christmas.I keep praying knowing what will be will be.So little stressed but for me what's new right?Gosh I've had so m ... http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/merry_christmas_yall.html#comments Fri, 12 Dec 2008 21:22:18 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/long_time_4.html It's been awhile.A long while.Lots going on,Cub Scouts,Soccer,practices.He got accepted into the Choir so that is going to take up more days.WOW being a good parent is a hell of a responsibility.I wish kids that are having kids would realize this before they had sex,and babies.Maybe I'm being harsh?But I'm just saying if you want your kid to be in and into things your busy,busy.The older he gets the more hectic it gets.I wouldn't trade anything for it.Now she (C)is almost 2 she already can ... http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/long_time_4.html#comments Mon, 29 Sep 2008 17:15:27 GMT http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/gone_3.html Wow it's labor day.Goodness before we know it here's Christmas..I've been doing the same ole things.Housework.My neighbor asked them to leave her house.They did.Without a fuss which is great.I visited her this morning and asked her how it felt to be alone? She loves it.She misses the little boy running around.I think she will miss them a little,but only for a short time.I don't know where they will go.No car,no job,no home.Seems to me that i would make an effort to get a job and someone wo ... http://my.greasy.com/fobstateside/gone_3.html#comments Sun, 31 Aug 2008 21:08:32 GMT